so the night after all that happened i tried to break up with my boyfriend. 
I told him to get out of my house and we started fighting more and he hit me!
I told my mom i wanted him out and she wont make him leave because she just 
wants him there to pay rent! i cant believe my mom is so stupid. She cares more about 
her money then if i am safe or not. so he is still in my house and it makes me sick to even look at him. 
then he trys to pretend everything is ok and he didnt just beat the crap out of me.
 If i was making enough money at my job i would so
like go find my own apartment or something because one day i am going 
to go crazy.  I cant take this.  On top of that i have been eating so much! 
and purging my brain out! all this stress is making me lose my mind :( 
thank you all by the way you were so helpful and your posts made it so much easier.